Why isn’t this any easier to deal with in the morning, everything always better in the morning
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Tuesday June 18th
Your mind races, your stomach contracts, feeling as though you’ve been stabbed
the world cancels out and all you can hear is something similar to ocean waves erupting
even though you try and hold back and gather your emotions, the pain always wins
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Tuesday June 18th
I hate you I hate you I hate you
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Tuesday June 18th
Anonymous said: Claire - you are SUCH an amazing, beautiful person. It really hurts to be in the position you are and nobody seems to understands. I know nothing I can say will make you feel better, but I just want you to know it will get better. Slowly, but surely. Life will go on and you will find way bigger and better things. Just try to enjoy this journey in your life. You are young and free and are about to experience such amazing things and you'll find love and happiness soon.
Thank you very much whoever this is, no need to be anonymous! even though I’m having a tough time I know that in the long run this is for the best and ill be either be happy on my own or be able to find someone who treats me right, it’s hard to imagine but that’s only because it’s such a drastic change in my life. Thanks for giving me reassurance and reminding me of a brighter future
(F) flourine (U) uranium (C) carbon (K) potassium (Bi) bismuth (Tc) technetium (He) helium (S) sulfur (Ge) germanium (Tm) thulium (O) oxygen (Ne) neon (Y) yttrium
(Source: thefader, via you-nique)
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Monday June 17th
It’s like you’re screaming, and no one can hear. You almost feel ashamed, that someone could be that important that without them, you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts. You feel hopeless; like nothing can save you and when it’s over, and it’s gone, you almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back, so that you could have the good.
I’ve listened to this song a million times before everything happened, and when I read it again in this new state of mind it was unbelievable how accurate they were. It was as if they were my own thoughts I wrote down
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Monday June 17th
It’s hard to wrap my head around the fact that I was actually kind of loved by you at one point
I’ve been on a two month bender of crying everyday, and I don’t think it’s going to let up anytime soon. how do people get through this
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Sunday June 16th
getting through each day has never felt more impossible, so much respect to everyone who has made it past those unbearable times, it’s hard to live when you have nothing to live for, I really hope it gets better than this
losing my fucking mind right now what the fuck is wrong with you why did you have to fuck me over so badly what did i do to deserve any of this i dont think ive ever felt so used in my life i would rather be dead than feel like this i cant wait to fucking leave i just want to never have to see you again you mean nothing to me anymore hope shes fucking worth it and i hope someone puts you through hell someday fuck you how can you live with yourself i never believe one thing that comes out of your mouth i wish the very fucking worst for you thanks for wasting my entire high school experience and butchering my view on love, youre completely worthless
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Sunday June 16th
